Sometimes I feel so confused and lost here. Talked to u last night over the phone. So actually things r worse than what I’ve expected. U scares me so much sometimes, ESP when I least expected u to do so.
You are the reason why even at the saddest part of my life, I smile. Even at confusion, I understand. Even in betrayal, I trust. Even in fear of pain, I love.
You never stop hurting me until today. You’ve never realised who’s good who’s bad, what’s right, what’s wrong. You have already moved on long ago, while after 1 year, i am still standing at the same spot, waiting for u to change, to return and be mine.